[ she's about to comment that she could fall asleep right here when she hears movement, and she pushes herself up onto her elbows a bit to see what kaz is doing. which is getting undressed.
at first, there's an uncomfortable curl of anxiety that rolls throughout her being, beginning in her throat and working its way down to her stomach. but she soon squashes it, dismissing it entirely, forcing the memories at bay, because this is so ridiculously unlike anything she's ever experienced before. kaz is her friend (and, quite frankly, her protector). he expects nothing from her.
still, she can't help but watch, and she feels a faint warmth rise in her cheeks as he drops back onto his pillows, with no shirt. he's in incredible shape, she observes. and has very nice arms. he could probably lift her with no effort at all, even without full use of his leg.
that train of thought is derailed at his question, and inej blinks herself back into focus. ]
[ Now that he's settled against the pillows, he feels the drowsiness start to catch up. The world is still spinning a bit but he feels pretty alright. His room is cooler—or maybe it's just the lack of clothes—and it feels nice. ]
I said, are you going to make it? [ As in back to her room. Did she partially fall asleep there for a second? It's funny to think about. ]
[ oh. a valid question. and a silent invitation? is he asking her to stay here? again, there's a roll of anxiety through her, and again, inej dismisses it in hand. kaz isn't any of those men. he never would be.
so inej mulls that over before she stretches her arms slightly, scooting herself up a bit further so she can sink into the pillows, too. she had already kicked her shoes off in the living room. and she supposes she should change into pajamas, but . . . that was a lot of effort. ]
I don't know.
[ mildly, as she rolls onto her side to face him with a grin. ]
[ Maybe this is a bad idea. Or maybe he's crossed a line, because she seems to hesitate before giving him an answer.
Which—he should've known better, than to leave it as an open invitation. He's familiar enough with the work she'd done for Heleen to understand it could be a sore spot. It's not like they know each other so well to be sharing a bed without it being a loaded situation.
Or maybe he's just making something out of nothing. Because then she's flopping on the pillows and making herself comfortable.
Carefully, he sits up and hobbles to his dresser, digging out two shirts and a pair of sleeping pants. One of the shirts gets tossed to her, aimed right at her face. It hits the pillow instead. ]
If you're going to make yourself at home, here.
[ He sits on the end of his bed, turned away as he pulls his own shirt on and changes into the more comfortable pair of pants. ]
[ the shirt hits the pillow and she rolls her eyes (a bit dramatically) at the make yourself at home . . . but she grabs the shirt, about to ask him to turn around when he does it without asking.
it causes her to shed her own shirt and bra, tugging on the (very oversized) shirt. it smells like his soap, which causes a faint smile as she tucks her nose into the collar. she decides to keep her pants on -- they're comfortable anyway. it won't matter if she sleeps in them. ]
You are really tall.
[ she says, matter-of-factly, the longer sleeves of the shirt falling well over her hands as she laughs to herself, tugging them up fruitlessly before she falls back into the pillows. ]
Any girlfriend of yours must have had fun, stealing your clothes.
[ lucky girl. or boy. whichever. it doesn't really matter. ]
[ They finish changing right around the same time and he quirks a bit of a smile when she comments on his height. He hears her flop on the pillow and uses that cue to turn around and move to do the same, briefly stopping to pull his covers down so he can crawl under them.
It's in the brief silence as they're both laying there that he feels a tinge of embarrassment at her question. That isn't quite a question. Statement? Whatever. ]
Wouldn't know, haven't had one.
[ Neither boy or girl. There hadn't been time, before. Or money, for that matter. Or circumstances. Basically his life has been a wreck up until recently.
And then he just simply didn't want to be touched. ]
she watches him for a moment before she shifts a bit, to slide underneath the comforter too. and she returns to rolling on her side to look at him, offering a warm smile. ]
I haven't either.
[ for a lot of reasons. surviving took up most of her energy. and even if it didn't, who would want to date someone who worked where she did? used and damaged goods that people throw away when they're done with them. which is something she's tried to put in perspective, lately. that she isn't used or damaged, so on and so forth. but she didn't exactly feel she was prime dating material, at the time. and still doesn't, to a certain extent.
but her tone shifts from warm to somewhat dry: ]
I didn't think any boy would want to stick around after meeting Heleen, anyway.
[ talk about introducing your significant other to the nightmare that is your "parent." ugh. though her actual parents would like kaz, she thinks to herself. he's smart, and handsome, and cares deeply about her. -- doesn't he?
she squashes that line of thought immediately, and a laugh escapes as she makes herself comfortable in the pillow. ]
[ She admits to not having had one either and it...makes sense. It's also weirdly relieving, in a way. Because this is one spot where Jesper could never understand him. His friend was charming and handsome, as well as good-natured. People were drawn to him like sun to flowers. And he was always willing to go on a date, see how it panned out, have a little fun.
The fact that he's been with Wylan for almost a year now says volumes about their relationship, quite frankly. ]
They wouldn't have deserved you if the idea of Heleen was enough to make them run.
[ She's monstrous but that's even more reason to hold one's ground.
But if they're sharing, into the darkness of his room: ]
I don't like people touching me. [ And touching is a pretty significant part of a relationship, isn't it? It's at direct odds with what he'd want. But stepping over those hurdles is almost too much to bear.
So he simply doesn't put himself in a situation where it'll come up. Jes calls it giving up. He likes to think of it as pragmatic. ]
[ her expression softens slightly, as he talks, and something warm stirs inside her at they wouldn't have deserved you. it's . . . sweet, to say the least. but she says nothing, as he keeps talking, understanding what he means without going into detail. ]
I don't really like people touching me, either.
[ which seems like a fairly obvious statement, given what she's escaped from, but hugs can feel restrictive. like she wants to disappear, rather than being touched one more moment. especially by men. but she feels safe, around jesper and wylan and kaz. matthias is a work in progress, though inej is half convinced matthias is afraid of her, for whatever reason. and nina, of course, is allowed to hug inej whenever she likes. ]
Have you thought about getting help for it? The touching.
[ she doesn't ask why he hates it; inej, even drunk, knows some questions just aren't to be asked. if kaz wants to tell her, he will. ]
There are people who can help with that. Doctors. I see one every week; it helps.
[ There's another sense of relief when she says she doesn't like being touched either. Considering what Heleen had her doing, he can't blame her at all for feeling that way. Just thinking about all those strange hands makes his skin crawl.
It also makes him feel slightly furious, underneath the drunken tired haze. But, he supposes, this was why he brought Heleen to court. Or is attempting to. ]
A bit. [ Tomassen had suggested it. Especially since part of the case had been mental and emotional damages. Such a clinical way to put it. ]
It's never been that pressing. [ He'd wanted to get a job and stable housing first. And now he works long hours. By the time he gets home, he doesn't want to think about going out again. Or attempting to socialize with strangers in order to date.
There's also the matter of him being a difficult personality. Frankly, he's saving him and others from the trouble. ]
It's less about not wanting to be touched and more about why.
[ which is a lot harder, she thinks. and she rolls a little closer, puffing out a breath as she readjusts into the pillow. she's starting to feel the pull of sleep, but it feels wrong, to drift off in the middle of the conversation.
instead: ]
I talk a lot about what happened, when I go. But it's not because I want to be able to touch people, it's because . . . I am tired of letting it control me. The feelings.
[ and she reaches out a hand, laying it on the bed, palm up. his for the taking, if he wants it. ]
[ She mentions it being more about the why and he feels himself cringe, just a bit, getting hit by a flicker of a memory. Of too soft and waterlogged skin, the chill of water on his wrists. Her voice seems to get louder and clearer as she turns and even though it's too dark to see anyone's face, he turns away and lets out a small, shaky sigh into his pillow.
Subsequently, he doesn't take her hand. ]
Maybe. [ It seems insurmountable. And she's probably right, that it would help to talk about it. But the idea of giving it voice to a complete stranger is nearly paralyzing. He can scarcely think about it for himself. ]
[ she knows, at hearing the shake in his sigh, that she's pushed too much. and it's really only compounded when he rolls onto his side, away from her. she's about to apologize, to murmur that she's sorry, when he wishes her good night. and inej decides to just let it end, there, her eyes drifting shut.
sometime during the night, she moves in her sleep. and honestly, she has no dreams. none that she can remember, anyway. but she does wake up, bleary-eyed and her hair somewhat askew, her face slightly tucked into kaz's shoulder.
it takes her a moment or two to realize where she is. that, coupled with the groggy feeling of waking up after a night of drinking, is enough to want her to just tuck her head back into her pillow. and giving herself roughly two seconds to think about it, inej decides to do just that, relaxing in a breath against his arm, her face still tucked into his shoulder as she drifts back into a light sleep.
in a moment, she'll care. and probably be embarrassed. but for now, sleep beckons again. ]
[ Perhaps it's the drink but he sleeps really well. Better than he has in a while. Though that might also be from going to bed at some time before 3am, which is sort of early for him. He never moves too much but he does roll over at some point.
And the next thing he knows, he's blearily waking to the scant brightness of his room. Morning of some kind, though he has no idea what time it is. It's usually hard to tell since he specifically has heavy curtains to block most of the light.
After the light, he's aware of warmth and weight along his shoulder, which has him pausing in confusion. And then he's turning his head just enough to see Inej curled close, her long hair all in a tangle across the pillow. Part of him wants to move, a small well of panic surging up in his throat. The other part of him is so tempted to roll towards her and hold her closer. Which is. Not good.
She's his roommate and his friend. Not anything more than that. He's not even sure he could handle touching her so much.
So unlike him, he's paralyzed with indecision and only moves enough to stretch his bad leg out. ]
[ she's moved to more wakefulness as he shifts, and inej blinks herself awake, lifting her head slightly to find herself . . . extraordinarily close to kaz. who is very warm. and honestly comfortable.
he doesn't seem to necessarily mind, but there's a slight flush to her cheeks as she detangles herself, pushing her hair out of her face as she sits up a little, stifling a yawn. ]
Sorry.
[ a little . . . awkwardly, blearily looking around the room to get a grip on her surroundings a bit. her hair is a bit all over the place, and inej scrubs her face with a hand to wake herself up a bit more before she attempts to push her hair into something resembling order. it is mostly a failure. ]
Good morning.
[ she adds, with something of a sheepish smile as she looks over at him. he looks somewhat . . . well, undone. his hair falling into his eyes a bit. ]
[ Well, that answers the question at least, as to whether she was aware of what happened or not. He didn't think she was, considering the bit of conversation he remembers from last night. About her not really wanting to be touched, either. She also isn't one to play games. If she wants something, she says as much.
So while he's relieved when she sits up and moves away, he also feels...that niggle of disappointment. It's fleeting and an uncomfortable thought. Seems like he's been having a lot of those lately. ]
Morning. [ He greets, voice scratchy from sleep, granting her an expression bordering on amusement. ]
[ Though despite the tangles, he thinks he likes seeing it down. Maybe that's just because it's rare to see? It's not like he catches her when she first wakes up, typically. ]
Not comfortable to sleep in? The braid, I mean.
[ He has no idea. There had been a point where his hair had gotten nearly to his chin, but that was long ago. Now he's quite strict about keeping it trim. ]
If I sleep in it, my hair gets very wavy. Impossible.
[ moreso than it is now, anyway, and she lets her hair fall around her shoulders, giving up on taming her mane of hair and instead turning to face him a bit more completely, tucking her feet underneath herself. ]
Your hair isn't exactly perfectly put together either, you know.
[ She attempts to untangle more of her hair and then seems to give up. He can't blame her really, it looks like it would need some serious brushing. A time consuming process for certain.
He gets the urge to reach out and continue where she left off, but he pushes that away. Because it's silly and shouldn't be indulged. Too intimate. ]
Oh I'm aware. [ On both counts. Though he does run a useless hand through his hair. Which probably just musses it more than it helps. ]
Did you sleep well?
[ Considering how comfortable she looked, probably. But he is curious. Since he definitely slept much better than he usually did, which was strange. ]
[ she says, her wry look shifting into something a bit warmer. watching his hair fall everywhere again, her lips curving into a faint smile.
faintly, she realizes she’s still wearing his shirt, which is still huge on her. and her shirt and bra are on the floor somewhere behind her, which she’ll need to grab on her way out. ]
I think I need to get whatever mattress you have; you melt right into it.
[ She's giving him this faint smile and he isn't sure what to do with that. It's probably from his hair flopping right back to where it had been, but the expression is just. Warm. Almost too tender. He has a hard time meeting her eye so his gaze drops.
Probably wasn't a good idea, since she's still wearing his shirt. Which hangs loose everywhere, including the collar. It's nearly off her small shoulders and dipping low on her chest.
Ah. Okay. He turns his head to look more towards the ceiling, trying not to blush. ]
Sure I've got the brand bookmarked somewhere. I'll send it to you.
[ Because that's the logical thing to do instead of what his mind conjures. Which is: just tell her she can stay in here sometimes. Seriously what? ]
Breakfast? Or— [ He finally picks up his phone to glance at it. Yeah, still morning. ] —okay, breakfast.
[ Sitting up carefully, he stretches his arms up, shaking off more of the sleepiness. Really, he could probably go back to bed. But falling back asleep while she was here seemed...rude. ]
[ he gets up and stretches, which causes the bottom of his shirt to lift just a little bit. it conforms to his back, briefly highlighting the muscles along his shoulders . . . and inej averts her eyes as she shifts to get up herself, stooping to pick up her shirt and bra, folding the latter into the shirt so it's a bit more hidden.
not that it matters. but it feels -- uncomfortable? who knows. ]
I can make breakfast.
[ she says with a smile as she makes her way to the door, pushing her hair out of her face again, as she adds: ]
Once I brush my hair, anyway - and tame the nest for Lizabeta.
[ He's reluctantly pulled back the covers and started stretching his legs out by the time she's gathered her clothes and started for the door. Glancing up when she pauses, he has to bite his tongue so he can keep control of his face. Because now that she's up, he's getting the full effect of his shirt on her. It's practically a dress, hitting right about her knees.
That with the rumpled hair and the peek of her leggings and socked feet is just. Too much. He's not awake enough for this revelation. ]
I'll be in soon. [ He should brush his hair and wash his face. Oh and stop thinking about how incredibly beautiful his roommate is. That's honestly going to take the longest. ]
Sure you're not just going to leave it for when you let her out for her morning stretch?
[ with half a laugh, and she soon vanishes from sight to move to her bedroom. it takes a few moments to change into new clothes and brush her hair into something resembling order, though she does let lizabeta out of her cage first, the little bird fluttering out of the cage to land on inej's bedpost with a chirp.
she foregoes braiding her hair, leaving it down for now so she can focus on making breakfast. she makes her way to the kitchen, letting lizabeta settle on her shoulder as she rummages around for eggs in the fridge.
eggs and toast seem to be quick and easy. and so when kaz comes into the kitchen, she's halfway through frying some pieces of ham to go with the eggs and toast, lizabeta nibbling on a piece of popcorn that inej fished out of a bag for her to munch on. ]
Coffee is over there.
[ she says, inclining her head toward the pot, where it is staying warm. ]
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at first, there's an uncomfortable curl of anxiety that rolls throughout her being, beginning in her throat and working its way down to her stomach. but she soon squashes it, dismissing it entirely, forcing the memories at bay, because this is so ridiculously unlike anything she's ever experienced before. kaz is her friend (and, quite frankly, her protector). he expects nothing from her.
still, she can't help but watch, and she feels a faint warmth rise in her cheeks as he drops back onto his pillows, with no shirt. he's in incredible shape, she observes. and has very nice arms. he could probably lift her with no effort at all, even without full use of his leg.
that train of thought is derailed at his question, and inej blinks herself back into focus. ]
What?
[ she missed the question, whoops. ]
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I said, are you going to make it? [ As in back to her room. Did she partially fall asleep there for a second? It's funny to think about. ]
Or are you going to take a nap where you sit?
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so inej mulls that over before she stretches her arms slightly, scooting herself up a bit further so she can sink into the pillows, too. she had already kicked her shoes off in the living room. and she supposes she should change into pajamas, but . . . that was a lot of effort. ]
I don't know.
[ mildly, as she rolls onto her side to face him with a grin. ]
I think your bed is more comfortable than mine.
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Which—he should've known better, than to leave it as an open invitation. He's familiar enough with the work she'd done for Heleen to understand it could be a sore spot. It's not like they know each other so well to be sharing a bed without it being a loaded situation.
Or maybe he's just making something out of nothing. Because then she's flopping on the pillows and making herself comfortable.
Carefully, he sits up and hobbles to his dresser, digging out two shirts and a pair of sleeping pants. One of the shirts gets tossed to her, aimed right at her face. It hits the pillow instead. ]
If you're going to make yourself at home, here.
[ He sits on the end of his bed, turned away as he pulls his own shirt on and changes into the more comfortable pair of pants. ]
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it causes her to shed her own shirt and bra, tugging on the (very oversized) shirt. it smells like his soap, which causes a faint smile as she tucks her nose into the collar. she decides to keep her pants on -- they're comfortable anyway. it won't matter if she sleeps in them. ]
You are really tall.
[ she says, matter-of-factly, the longer sleeves of the shirt falling well over her hands as she laughs to herself, tugging them up fruitlessly before she falls back into the pillows. ]
Any girlfriend of yours must have had fun, stealing your clothes.
[ lucky girl. or boy. whichever. it doesn't really matter. ]
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It's in the brief silence as they're both laying there that he feels a tinge of embarrassment at her question. That isn't quite a question. Statement? Whatever. ]
Wouldn't know, haven't had one.
[ Neither boy or girl. There hadn't been time, before. Or money, for that matter. Or circumstances. Basically his life has been a wreck up until recently.
And then he just simply didn't want to be touched. ]
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she watches him for a moment before she shifts a bit, to slide underneath the comforter too. and she returns to rolling on her side to look at him, offering a warm smile. ]
I haven't either.
[ for a lot of reasons. surviving took up most of her energy. and even if it didn't, who would want to date someone who worked where she did? used and damaged goods that people throw away when they're done with them. which is something she's tried to put in perspective, lately. that she isn't used or damaged, so on and so forth. but she didn't exactly feel she was prime dating material, at the time. and still doesn't, to a certain extent.
but her tone shifts from warm to somewhat dry: ]
I didn't think any boy would want to stick around after meeting Heleen, anyway.
[ talk about introducing your significant other to the nightmare that is your "parent." ugh. though her actual parents would like kaz, she thinks to herself. he's smart, and handsome, and cares deeply about her. -- doesn't he?
she squashes that line of thought immediately, and a laugh escapes as she makes herself comfortable in the pillow. ]
You did, though. Stick around.
[ lucky her. ]
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The fact that he's been with Wylan for almost a year now says volumes about their relationship, quite frankly. ]
They wouldn't have deserved you if the idea of Heleen was enough to make them run.
[ She's monstrous but that's even more reason to hold one's ground.
But if they're sharing, into the darkness of his room: ]
I don't like people touching me. [ And touching is a pretty significant part of a relationship, isn't it? It's at direct odds with what he'd want. But stepping over those hurdles is almost too much to bear.
So he simply doesn't put himself in a situation where it'll come up. Jes calls it giving up. He likes to think of it as pragmatic. ]
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I don't really like people touching me, either.
[ which seems like a fairly obvious statement, given what she's escaped from, but hugs can feel restrictive. like she wants to disappear, rather than being touched one more moment. especially by men. but she feels safe, around jesper and wylan and kaz. matthias is a work in progress, though inej is half convinced matthias is afraid of her, for whatever reason. and nina, of course, is allowed to hug inej whenever she likes. ]
Have you thought about getting help for it? The touching.
[ she doesn't ask why he hates it; inej, even drunk, knows some questions just aren't to be asked. if kaz wants to tell her, he will. ]
There are people who can help with that. Doctors. I see one every week; it helps.
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It also makes him feel slightly furious, underneath the drunken tired haze. But, he supposes, this was why he brought Heleen to court. Or is attempting to. ]
A bit. [ Tomassen had suggested it. Especially since part of the case had been mental and emotional damages. Such a clinical way to put it. ]
It's never been that pressing. [ He'd wanted to get a job and stable housing first. And now he works long hours. By the time he gets home, he doesn't want to think about going out again. Or attempting to socialize with strangers in order to date.
There's also the matter of him being a difficult personality. Frankly, he's saving him and others from the trouble. ]
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[ which is a lot harder, she thinks. and she rolls a little closer, puffing out a breath as she readjusts into the pillow. she's starting to feel the pull of sleep, but it feels wrong, to drift off in the middle of the conversation.
instead: ]
I talk a lot about what happened, when I go. But it's not because I want to be able to touch people, it's because . . . I am tired of letting it control me. The feelings.
[ and she reaches out a hand, laying it on the bed, palm up. his for the taking, if he wants it. ]
You could be free, too.
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Subsequently, he doesn't take her hand. ]
Maybe. [ It seems insurmountable. And she's probably right, that it would help to talk about it. But the idea of giving it voice to a complete stranger is nearly paralyzing. He can scarcely think about it for himself. ]
Night, Inej.
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sometime during the night, she moves in her sleep. and honestly, she has no dreams. none that she can remember, anyway. but she does wake up, bleary-eyed and her hair somewhat askew, her face slightly tucked into kaz's shoulder.
it takes her a moment or two to realize where she is. that, coupled with the groggy feeling of waking up after a night of drinking, is enough to want her to just tuck her head back into her pillow. and giving herself roughly two seconds to think about it, inej decides to do just that, relaxing in a breath against his arm, her face still tucked into his shoulder as she drifts back into a light sleep.
in a moment, she'll care. and probably be embarrassed. but for now, sleep beckons again. ]
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And the next thing he knows, he's blearily waking to the scant brightness of his room. Morning of some kind, though he has no idea what time it is. It's usually hard to tell since he specifically has heavy curtains to block most of the light.
After the light, he's aware of warmth and weight along his shoulder, which has him pausing in confusion. And then he's turning his head just enough to see Inej curled close, her long hair all in a tangle across the pillow. Part of him wants to move, a small well of panic surging up in his throat. The other part of him is so tempted to roll towards her and hold her closer. Which is. Not good.
She's his roommate and his friend. Not anything more than that. He's not even sure he could handle touching her so much.
So unlike him, he's paralyzed with indecision and only moves enough to stretch his bad leg out. ]
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he doesn't seem to necessarily mind, but there's a slight flush to her cheeks as she detangles herself, pushing her hair out of her face as she sits up a little, stifling a yawn. ]
Sorry.
[ a little . . . awkwardly, blearily looking around the room to get a grip on her surroundings a bit. her hair is a bit all over the place, and inej scrubs her face with a hand to wake herself up a bit more before she attempts to push her hair into something resembling order. it is mostly a failure. ]
Good morning.
[ she adds, with something of a sheepish smile as she looks over at him. he looks somewhat . . . well, undone. his hair falling into his eyes a bit. ]
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So while he's relieved when she sits up and moves away, he also feels...that niggle of disappointment. It's fleeting and an uncomfortable thought. Seems like he's been having a lot of those lately. ]
Morning. [ He greets, voice scratchy from sleep, granting her an expression bordering on amusement. ]
Tried to make a nest for Lizabeta in your sleep?
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This is why I keep it out of my face, in the braid.
[ informatively, as she combs her fingers through a portion of it. ]
It is thick and unruly, otherwise.
[ clearly, given that it's a bit everywhere. she needs to find a brush, which is in her room. which will require getting up. hm. ]
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[ Though despite the tangles, he thinks he likes seeing it down. Maybe that's just because it's rare to see? It's not like he catches her when she first wakes up, typically. ]
Not comfortable to sleep in? The braid, I mean.
[ He has no idea. There had been a point where his hair had gotten nearly to his chin, but that was long ago. Now he's quite strict about keeping it trim. ]
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[ moreso than it is now, anyway, and she lets her hair fall around her shoulders, giving up on taming her mane of hair and instead turning to face him a bit more completely, tucking her feet underneath herself. ]
Your hair isn't exactly perfectly put together either, you know.
[ just so he's aware!! ]
Good to know that you have flaws.
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He gets the urge to reach out and continue where she left off, but he pushes that away. Because it's silly and shouldn't be indulged. Too intimate. ]
Oh I'm aware. [ On both counts. Though he does run a useless hand through his hair. Which probably just musses it more than it helps. ]
Did you sleep well?
[ Considering how comfortable she looked, probably. But he is curious. Since he definitely slept much better than he usually did, which was strange. ]
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[ she says, her wry look shifting into something a bit warmer. watching his hair fall everywhere again, her lips curving into a faint smile.
faintly, she realizes she’s still wearing his shirt, which is still huge on her. and her shirt and bra are on the floor somewhere behind her, which she’ll need to grab on her way out. ]
I think I need to get whatever mattress you have; you melt right into it.
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Probably wasn't a good idea, since she's still wearing his shirt. Which hangs loose everywhere, including the collar. It's nearly off her small shoulders and dipping low on her chest.
Ah. Okay. He turns his head to look more towards the ceiling, trying not to blush. ]
Sure I've got the brand bookmarked somewhere. I'll send it to you.
[ Because that's the logical thing to do instead of what his mind conjures. Which is: just tell her she can stay in here sometimes. Seriously what? ]
Breakfast? Or— [ He finally picks up his phone to glance at it. Yeah, still morning. ] —okay, breakfast.
[ Sitting up carefully, he stretches his arms up, shaking off more of the sleepiness. Really, he could probably go back to bed. But falling back asleep while she was here seemed...rude. ]
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not that it matters. but it feels -- uncomfortable? who knows. ]
I can make breakfast.
[ she says with a smile as she makes her way to the door, pushing her hair out of her face again, as she adds: ]
Once I brush my hair, anyway - and tame the nest for Lizabeta.
[ rude, btw. ]
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That with the rumpled hair and the peek of her leggings and socked feet is just. Too much. He's not awake enough for this revelation. ]
I'll be in soon. [ He should brush his hair and wash his face. Oh and stop thinking about how incredibly beautiful his roommate is. That's honestly going to take the longest. ]
Sure you're not just going to leave it for when you let her out for her morning stretch?
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[ with half a laugh, and she soon vanishes from sight to move to her bedroom. it takes a few moments to change into new clothes and brush her hair into something resembling order, though she does let lizabeta out of her cage first, the little bird fluttering out of the cage to land on inej's bedpost with a chirp.
she foregoes braiding her hair, leaving it down for now so she can focus on making breakfast. she makes her way to the kitchen, letting lizabeta settle on her shoulder as she rummages around for eggs in the fridge.
eggs and toast seem to be quick and easy. and so when kaz comes into the kitchen, she's halfway through frying some pieces of ham to go with the eggs and toast, lizabeta nibbling on a piece of popcorn that inej fished out of a bag for her to munch on. ]
Coffee is over there.
[ she says, inclining her head toward the pot, where it is staying warm. ]
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