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unarmored. ([personal profile] wraithes) wrote in [community profile] timewasting2020-09-27 05:30 pm

modern au kanej.

a cute gif will go here eventually.
ketterdamn: (think about it)

[personal profile] ketterdamn 2020-12-11 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Sometimes, he'll argue about whether he's tired enough to lay down. Mostly because he doesn't want to lose momentum. Or because he's stubborn. In this case, he just goes with her suggestion, though he doesn't want to have to stop touching her.

So when he does settle on the couch, he uses her lap as a pillow, head turned enough to press his cheek partially to her thigh. The contact is relaxing after a long day of office lights and paper. ]


Long. Busy. Anika had me booked in back to back meetings for most of it.

[ Nothing he can't handle, though he starts to feel the social drain about three meetings in. ]

How was yours? [ He glances up, studying her face. ] Something up?

[ She seems...pensive. Worried, maybe? ]
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[personal profile] ketterdamn 2020-12-12 04:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The first stroke of her fingers through his hair is almost euphoric. Each pass sees him relaxing more, tension seeping away as he puts the day behind him. He's not very good at doing that, usually, on his own, always mentally returning to earlier meetings or emails and thinking them through. It's nice when he can let his mind relax like this.

Even if there's still the gentle worry about what's bothering Inej. ]


Couldn't be helped. Had a lot of half year check ins that had to be done.

[ He's not timed on it, really, but his schedule is usually busy these days. It's simply how the cards fell, much to his dismay. ]

Haven't opened it yet? [ It doesn't appear to be, at least, from where it sits on the table. That would explain her worry; not knowing the answer. This was a big fund. Life changing, if they've agreed.

Reaching over, he picks up the envelope, reading the front and then flipping it to the back, as if it will reveal something. Then he tilts it towards her, one hand holding the end. ]


Good or bad, we'll get your work set up.

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[personal profile] ketterdamn 2020-12-12 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She doesn't take it, a light anxiety etched in around her eyes. What if it's a no, he can practically hear, reverberating between them. Normally he would be worrying right along with her but if there's one thing he understands, it's money. So while he does feel anxious about the news, there's a sense of a plan, regardless of the outcome. ]

Fine, fine.

[ Otherwise this will turn into a back and forth that will leave them both in sour moods. He sighs, sliding his finger under the envelope flap to peel it open. The only sound then is the rustle of paper as he unfolds the letter, eyes scanning over the stamped in header and printed formalities. Soon enough, he gets to the part where there's an answer. ]

Well, alright. [ He sounds deflated, verging on annoyed. ] Not good, I suppose.

[ Biting the inside of his cheek, he passes the letter up to her, trying to suppress the grin that's threatening to break up the lie. It's not good because it's great. What they applied for and possibly more, a discussion that's on the table. ]
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[personal profile] ketterdamn 2020-12-13 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her face has completely fallen, something he feels a little bad about. Especially since her eyes have gone glassy, unshed tears trying to make their way out. He's never been good with people when they start crying and Inej is no exception. In fact, he thinks it's somehow worse with her, even if he has some idea on how to comfort her through it now.

Except her expression changes, as he figured it would, shifting to puzzlement and then shock as she gets to the acceptance. ]


A little.

[ He says through a laugh, a wide grin following on its heels. Sitting up, he loops his arm around her shoulders, tugging her in for a side hug. ]

Congratulations.
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[personal profile] ketterdamn 2020-12-13 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ His grin goes a little wider when she swats him, amusement completely lighting up his face. He gives her a few more minutes to continue reading. Or perhaps to re-read, surely checking the validity of the letter. ]

Yep. And it looks like they want to talk more.

[ So basically, the most ideal situation possible. Her face soon reflects the reality, brightening as she sits up on her knees. The letter flutters in the general direction of the table, but he's more concentrated on pulling Inej closer, smiling into the kiss. Arms looped around her waist, he gives her a happy and affectionate squeeze, honestly thrilled for her. ]
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[personal profile] ketterdamn 2020-12-13 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her weight settles in his lap and he's both warmed and enticed—these days they seem to go hand in hand more often. Sometimes, it's rather annoying. Because he would like to focus on her win right now and not other things. ]

Love you. [ And of course, he's willing to help out any time. He just wants her to be happy and if filling out some paperwork so she doesn't have to does the trick, then he'll do it. It's his area of expertise at any rate. ]

Are you? I'm getting mixed messages here.

[ He says, kissing her again, hands sliding to settle on her waist. ]
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[personal profile] ketterdamn 2020-12-13 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
That's drastic.

[ She'd attempted it once before, though the circumstances had certainly been different. He had a poor reaction to her touching his face with damp hands—a complete accident, on her part. It wasn't like she'd known that was a problem for him. And he hadn't anticipated it being a thing to worry about.

So they ended up with her on the couch. And then on the floor of their room. Eventually, they'd made a wall of pillows between them on the bed so he wouldn't accidentally come in contact with her in the middle of the night.

He's since recovered and they've gone back to their usual closeness. At least at the start of the night. In the morning, he ends up rolling towards her again if his consciousness surfaces before she gets up.

Still, the point is: it hadn't been a good time, having her be not in the bed. He'd been worried about her getting a good sleep. And he'd missed her, almost desperately. Even if he couldn't have touched her without his stomach curling.

Nothing like now, where he kisses her cheek and feels nothing but a small uptick of happiness. ]


I can make it up to you.
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[personal profile] ketterdamn 2020-12-14 02:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Dinner was on its way, that's true. So he couldn't use that as a possibility. Though, he does have a slightly different angle, spurred on by her being in his lap, wanting to celebrate, and...well, some previous learning experiences. ]

I have an idea, for after dinner.

[ He catches her hand and kisses her palm and then her wrist, feeling the slightest flush in his face. Getting used to talking about intimacy has been a journey. They've been dating for a while now and yet. ]

If you're up for it. [ Because he wants to check in, first. She still has days where the scars Heleen left are more visible, floating to the surface. ]
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[personal profile] ketterdamn 2020-12-14 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He kisses a little further down her forearm before releasing it, both hands settling back onto her hips. There's still a faint bit of color clinging onto his cheeks, he can feel the heat of it, as he tries not to think too hard about what he wants to do later.

Because they've been pushing their boundaries more, figuring out what feels good and what doesn't. They'd figured out pretty quickly that fingering doesn't go how either of them would like. For him, it's a touch thing, the (flattering) dampness hard for him to work past. And for her, it dredges up bad memories. Nameless men touching without asking, trying to control how her body reacted.

He thinks, though, he might have a solution. ]


I'll be fine after dinner. [ Really, he just needs the time to decompress. And to not be talking to a bunch of people he doesn't know very well aside from their financial state.

The doorbell pings and he ducks forward for another quick kiss before he lets her go. ]


Speaking of, probably.
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[personal profile] ketterdamn 2020-12-15 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ Well, she has a point. His parents or maybe Jesper might, but they typically texted or called before they dropped in. They all knew he liked to be given a heads up.

She starts taking containers out and he helps arrange the napkins and utensils, accepting the scallion pancakes when she hands them over.

Or rather: the pancakes with the grass. ]


I'm never living that down, huh?

[ Though he laughs lightly, opening up his container and starting to dig in. Honestly, he's not sour over her reminding him– it had been a good night. A good memory. Even if it feels so strangely long ago. ]

Gonna tell your parents about the letter? [ He's sure they'll be thrilled. ]
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[personal profile] ketterdamn 2020-12-15 03:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Both of them settle in to eat; he props his feet up on the nearby ottoman. Which is slightly off to the side but he's currently too lazy and hungry to move it. His hands full, after all, with scallion pancakes.

Inej mentions she'll call her parents in the morning—it is rather late there, getting on towards midnight. They'll be excited to hear from her first thing in the morning. At least, first thing in Kerch. And he can imagine her mother will be thrilled to have her daughter back in the same country again, instead of in dreary Kerch. She frequently mentions how awful it must be that Inej doesn't get enough sun. Kaz agrees with her, though that is why they tend to go back and forth. ]


"We"? Or just you? [ He's still not totally certain Asena has warmed up to him. It feels like it's on again off again. ]
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[personal profile] ketterdamn 2020-12-17 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ She corrects him with emphasis and nudges his leg, which makes him hum—still a bit unconvinced. Asena doesn't seem to hate him anymore but he isn't sure she necessarily likes him. ]

Does she now? [ Well, that's interesting. He doubts Inej is just saying things to make him feel better, she's always been pretty frank about her relationship with her mother. And, well, her mother's relationship with him. Whatever that is, with this newest revelation. ]

She's always scrutinizing, like she's waiting for some proof it's a sham.

[ Obviously, he isn't deterred. But it is awkward. ]
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[personal profile] ketterdamn 2020-12-18 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ah, well, that is certainly true. And her mother has good reason to be protective—Kerch and its people didn't make a great impression with how Inej ended up while she was here. Obviously not everyone is Tante Heleen but the association stuck, especially after years of grief in not knowing what happened.

She just happened to transfer a lot of those negative feelings to him, seeing as he was from here. Thankfully some of that sourness has dropped away now that she's gotten to know him. Or possibly just come to terms with the fact that he isn't going anywhere. Still, she seems reticent about the positives. ]


Of course not. [ Inej please!!! ] You're stuck with me until you get bored.

[ He loosely wraps his fingers around her ankle, the one she's been nudging him with, sliding his thumb along her leg. Just a small bit of affection because she's too far to kiss. Not really that far but he doesn't want to disrupt their dinner containers. ]

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