[ Monday morning rolls around without much incident, though he doesn't waste any time once he gets into the office. He has a battery of meetings first thing—one of which leaves him annoyed out of sheer uselessness—but manages to get his secretary to handle Inej's contract buy out. Anika, bless her, doesn't ask many questions, just cocks an eyebrow and gets to work.
(At lunch she catches him and swears vehemently about Heleen Van Houden, it's strangely cathartic to listen to).
With the contract taken care of, the rest of his afternoon is spent trading emails back and forth to Tomassen, who'd handled his case with Rollins. It's an amusing one in some ways, because the first response he'd gotten was You want to do what??? Even though Kaz had a strong suspicion that his lawyer hadn't exactly been that surprised. After they'd won in court, he had told Tomassen he'd be using his money to make sure that similar things didn't happen to other people. So here he was.
Work wraps up and after the flurry of emails, he does end up on the phone with his good natured lawyer, just hammering out small details. And trying to dodge more personal questions about Inej. When he hangs up, he's got a couple texts from Jesper:
Sooooo how's it going?
Inej back at her place yeah??
He doesn't answer yet, knowing it's going to end up with them playing the twenty questions game and he's just about to walk in the front door. Inej had said she wasn't going in so he figures she's probably home. Watching Lizabeta flutter through the living room or something.
Unlocking the door, he steps in and shrugs his coat off to hang, deposits his car keys in the bowl, and heads towards the living room. Where he can hear the tinny voice of someone yelling over speakerphone. Stopping in the entryway, he sees Inej laid out lengthwise on the couch with her phone on the coffee table, a woman shrieking something he honestly can't make out. Kaz just tilts his head at her, flicking his glance to the phone, not wanting to interrupt. ]
[ inej has spent most of the day trying to get her ducks in a row, in figuring out what to do next. she's loathe to ask kaz for more help, because he's already been . . . well, more than gracious. so she spends the day researching how to get out of these contracts. she even makes the trip down to the barrel, to ask some of her less-than-honorable contacts opinions, but the only thing that she comes up with is people telling her that they're not messing with tante heleen.
cowards, inej thinks viciously as she makes her way back to kaz's apartment. and it's when she lets herself back in that her phone rings. the only reason why she answers it is because she's planning on telling heleen that she is through, but heleen beats her to the punch.
fast forward half an hour, and inej is no closer to figuring out who paid off her debt, but heleen has taken it upon herself to be positively vicious. so inej mutes the call, but leaves it on speaker, and lays down on the couch to try and sort through whether heleen is lying or not. she doubts it, given how angry she is . . . but who would bother? it has to be some type of trick. someone adjusting her books, because no one would actually turn over that amount of money.
she doesn't move when she hears kaz enter, recognizing the sound of the cane, though she does glance up at his quizzical look and glance toward the phone. and inej sighs before pushing herself up to sit, rolling her eyes toward the phone. ]
Someone adjusted her books to show that my debt has been paid, and she is angry about it. I have had her muted for twenty minutes.
[ and after inej says that, heleen continues to vent: ]
You may have managed to con your way into finding someone to pay your debt, little lynx, but no one is going to want a single thing to do with you once they find out what you are willing to do for a kruge. This isn't over.
[ the call disconnects, after that, and inej exhales slowly before glancing up toward kaz, trying for a faint smile. ]
[ Inej explains that she has Heleen on mute, so he relaxes a bit at that. Though his mouth presses into a thin, unhappy line as he catches the last bit of the tirade. First at the awful nickname—little lynx—because it's downright creepy. And then again at the implication that she's somehow awful for doing what she needed to do to scrape by. As if Heleen herself hadn't put her in this situation.
The call disconnects and he feels like his ears are ringing in the sudden silence. He can only imagine how Inej feels currently, after having to sit through that for twenty minutes. ]
Busy. [ No elaboration, not yet. It's a good summation, though. ] Is she seriously mad about getting money?
[ That's uhh, concerning. But if she's more interested in the power then it makes complete sense. ]
[ with a shrug of her shoulders, looking somewhat exasperated as she scrolls through her phone, carefully blocking every number associated with heleen. ]
She called me asking who I manipulated into paying my debt, and I told her I had no idea what she was talking about. She told me to come pick up my proof of payment and I told her she could email it to me. And that was when she decided to be angry.
[ and inej looks up at kaz, brow furrowed slightly, confused. ]
How can someone change her books? Could someone hack into her system?
[ kaz seems like the type of person who would know about that, anyway. ]
[ Well, it was smart of her to ask for the proof to be emailed. Cutting all ties at this point would be for the best. And probably cathartic, honestly. He makes a note to do something nice for Anika since she'd taken the brunt of dealing with Heleen.
Straightening, he clears the thought away, focusing on her questions. ]
The money's real. It'll clear at the end of the week. [ Maybe sooner, but it'd been a lot to move around. He's sure Anika had spent a bit of her time talking to the bank to assure them it wasn't fraud. ]
[ her brow furrows a bit more, at his comment. clearly confused, because what does he mean, the money is real. but slowly, her expression shifts from confusion to stunned, her phone loose in her fingers as she nearly drops it into the couch.
she nearly asks him what do you mean, the money is real?, but the words don't quite make it out of her mouth. then, the next question that pops into her head is what were you thinking?, followed by why?, followed by i can never pay you back. but her brain doesn't allow her to actually form the words to speak them, so she just . . . stares, completely stunned.
the shock soon melts into a realization that the reason why heleen is angry is because the contract was fulfilled. which means the proof of payment is real, which means she no longer has any obligation to heleen. she now has an obligation to kaz brekker -- or, well, maybe not. given how viciously angry he had been, over the story. maybe it's just an act of kindness. or another piece to move in his game to deconstruct ketterdam's underbelly.
either way, inej gets to her feet, still wide-eyed and stunned, before she instinctively crosses around the couch to slide her arms around him in a tight hug, burying her face into his chest with a muffled sound that might be a swallowed bunch of tears. ]
[ The room goes silent and he's tempted to leave. Not because he doesn't want to talk to her. It's just—what else does he say? What's done is done. She's free of Heleen and can do what she likes instead of having to put up with someone so thoroughly abusive. They could settle down and talk about what she wants to do with her new freedom after the shock on her face wears off.
Inej, of course, has other ideas. Which involve bolting off the couch and straight into him. Her arms wrap around his middle as she shoves her face into his chest, a wobbly sob cutting through the quiet.
Uh. He should've seen this coming, probably.
Awkwardly, he pats her shoulder, an attempt to comfort. Maybe he should've dragged Jes here before this. But then he'd have to explain himself to his friend and he doesn't know where to start with that. ]
[ he feels uncomfortable, and a thought pops into her head that she probably should have not hugged him. but he pats her shoulder (awkwardly), and inej takes the hint to let him go, though she remains close, quickly scrubbing her face with the sleeve of her shirt. almost embarrassed, as she draws in a shuddered breath. ]
Why?
[ she asks, her question tinged with disbelief as she looks up at him. ]
I can never pay you back, and I --
[ but she bites her tongue, because she nearly adds i am not signing another contract, but kaz doesn't seem like the type of person who would give away all that money without a contract first, if he intended on getting it back. ]
[ He hasn't been hugged in a number of years. Not like she'd just done, anyway. Jesper occasionally slings an attempt around his shoulders in exuberance, but that's a bit different. That is one he's also used to from knowing each other for years.
At least she doesn't linger, scrubbing her face with her sleeve as she sniffles and pulls away. ]
I'm not interested in being paid back.
[ What gives him more satisfaction is the next part. Of course he's glad to be able to get Inej out of that situation, but he's definitely looking forward to razing Heleen's entire operation to the ground. First it'd been Rollins. Heleen was a good second person to go, being equally as bad if not worse. ]
It's paid. [ Though, for the extra reassurance, he pulls out his phone and brings up the email Anika had forwarded on with the information. The attachment has the balance clearly printed, which he tilts the screen to show her. ]
[ reality doesn't actually sink in until he shows her the zero balance on his phone. her heart feels like it's about to pound directly out of her chest as she stares at it in disbelief.
the amount is staggering. higher than it had been when she first started working for heleen. hundreds of thousands of kruge . . . there is no way in any reality that inej could ever begin to hope paying it back. and the tiny flicker of rage that had been building over the last handful of days almost rears its ugly head, but it's quickly overridden by crushing relief. ]
So --
[ saints, she feels as if she has jumped into the ocean and promptly forgotten how to swim. ]
So I am -- I'm free?
[ almost dumbfounded, as she looks up at kaz again, startled. ]
[ He gives her a faint smile, another try at being reassuring, though he has no idea if it's coming across. The shock is still settling in, it seems like. Similar to when he'd gotten the ruling in court, Tomassen standing next to him with a hand on one shoulder, steadying. That day feels like a fever dream, sometimes. ]
There is a catch. [ Kaz puts his phone away, thinking over his words. ] I'm filing a suit against her operations. Right now there's enough evidence to get her heavily fined or jailed—but that depends on whether you'll want to stand in the trial. I can dig deeper if you're on board.
[ Since she likely isn't the only person who's suffered from Heleen's awfulness. ]
[ free. never to go back to the menagerie again. and kaz keeps talking, and inej hears about half of it. something about a court case, getting heleen heavily fined or jailed . . . it's likely important, which is why he is telling her, but the realization that inej never has to go to that hell again is washing over her like a wave.
finally, though, the rest of what he says sinks in. an opportunity to bring down heleen? a miracle, truthfully. and kaz still hasn't answered the question of why -- why he would help her, why would he fight to shut down heleen . . . but the why is irrelevant, really, if kaz isn't interested in being paid back.
or, well. he is . . . in the form of inej helping with this case. which will not be easy. heleen will likely target her, to get her to shut her mouth. and inej really has no idea whether kaz can actually keep her safe, or protect her from much of anything.
not that she needs it, truthfully. she has taken care of herself so far. she can continue to do so. and being careful is a small price to pay for shutting heleen down for good. ]
She bought me when I was thirteen years old.
[ after a moment, setting her jaw when she looks up at him, a steeled expression flickering to life in her eyes. ]
[ He echoes it softly, in disbelief. Not that he imagines she's lying, but just the sheer horror of what happened is a struggle to come to to terms with. No one should have to go through what she has and especially not so young. Kaz thought he'd been jaded enough to expect the worst but somehow this makes his stomach turn.
Maybe, he thinks, it's the idea of the touching. Disgusting.
Shaking his head, he focuses back on the fierce expression on her face. It won't be easy, this case, but she knows that. Knows how truly awful Heleen Van Houden is. She won't hesitate, he thinks, despite the potential danger. ]
There's more research to do. I passed along records I dug up to my lawyer's office this morning. He's fairly sure we'll be able to pin her, though he asked for a copy of your contract.
[ the contract is fine; the lawyer can have it, and shred it, as far as inej is concerned. and she is about to say so when what he says first catches up to her. the tone of disbelief.
what happened to her has been a game of survival for so long that she sometimes forgets how horrifying it is. it's just been . . . normal. surviving, and doing what it takes to survive, and living in this place.
the realization that she doesn't have to deal with that anymore is still sinking in. she doesn't need to go to the menagerie again. she can have the tattoo on her arm removed. she can sleep until noon and do whatever she pleases with her time, her money.
the scars remain, but healing can begin, now. it doesn't change how horrible the beginning was, though.
her steeled expression softens slightly before she reaches out to touch his arm gently, fingertips brushing along his sleeve. ]
[ He can tell she's ruminating. Not necessarily in a bad way. More in a sense that everything was catching up all at once. The paid off contract, the court case, her freedom.
She looks about as stunned as he felt when he'd woken up the day after the verdict. Not quite sure that this was reality but not wanting it to be anything else. There's another layer to the ordeal for her– no longer will she have to go back to the Menagerie to be at the mercy of the hands of rich and disgusting men. She won't have to work two jobs just to try and pay her rent. Every dream she'd wanted and had to put aside were now back as a possibility.
Kaz wouldn't consider him a nice person, but this feels worth it. His gaze tracks from her face to the light touch on his arm, though he doesn't pull away. ]
Shouldn't I be asking you that? First evening of freedom and all.
[ she withdraws her hand after the bare touch, but his works spark an immediate grin, eyes bright. it feels a little more real, when someone else says it out loud. and a laugh escapes, bright and happy and warm.
she can't really remember the last time she laughed. ]
I want to buy you dinner, on my first night of freedom.
[ warmly, as she crosses her arms over her chest, amused. ]
No takebacks. And you have to pick what you want. And you can't purposefully select the cheapest thing on the menu.
[ she doesn't know kaz brekker very well, but she can anticipate that he's exceptionally stubborn, and has refused her money for every meal she's attempted to buy since staying on his couch. what a gentleman. ]
[ Her touch doesn't linger and he's–well, he's a mix of relieved with a strange niggle of disappointment. He's not nearly as bad as he used to be with touch but it's still so precarious, especially with people he doesn't know very well. But somehow, there's a vague sense of longing.
Which is compounded by the delight in the sound of her laugh, full and warm. He can't help the flicker of a smile that curls the corner of his mouth. ]
Bossy, aren't we? [ He isn't bothered. She is, after all, relishing in the chance to flex this particular freedom of choice. ] There's a Zemeni place around the corner called Zoma. The spicy beef stew.
[ spicy beef stew, got it. and she moves to the couch again to pick up her phone to order. as she pulls up the app, she scans the menu herself to pick out what she wants . . . and to also ensure Kaz’s selection is not the cheapest option.
( it isn’t. but this place is also not very expensive in general. )
she pops in the order as she wanders toward lizabeta’s cage, and she lets the little bird hop onto her hand and up her arm before she turns to Kaz with a grin. ]
Ordered.
[ and she meanders back toward kaz, lizabeta eventually settling against her neck, peeping in contentment. Inej soon returns to her seat on the couch, tilting her head back to look at Kaz. ]
This had better not be a dream.
[ she says as lizabeta preens her feathers. ]
I feel like I am going to wake up to reality any minute now.
[ Inej walks back over to the couch to put in the order, concentrated in her scrolling through the menu. It's a reasonable place and something of a comfort, reminding him of dinners over at the Fahey-Hilli residence. He clearly remembers his eyes watering up the first time he had Aditi's spicier cooking, with Jesper laughing and Colm taking pity to hand him a glass of milk.
His food tolerance has greatly improved since then.
As Inej orders, he goes into the kitchen to heat up water for tea, feeling like the chill from outside is lingering. His apartment is fairly well insulated but it's cold enough outside to make the living room feel breezy.
He limps back over when she settles down with Lizabeta, taking a seat in the armchair he favors. Well, it's not like he dislikes the couch. But it feels like it would be too close with the two of them. ]
Think you're safe, most dreams aren't so logical. [ He leans back in his seat, stretching his bad leg out with a sigh. ] If a group of sharks started swimming by, though, that's a good indicator it's time to wake up.
[ she supposes that's true, and her lips curve upward at the comment about sharks. part of her still hasn't really grasped the reality of the situation, but the numbers don't lie. and there's also the question of . . . now what? she had been striving for this moment for so long that it feels a little unreal. and honestly, she still isn't in a really great position now. sleeping on the couch of a relative stranger.
she sits quietly for a few minutes, letting lizabeta walk her way along her shoulders and ducking underneath her hair before the little bird walks back down her arm to settle on her fingers, stretching her wings.
but as the silence stretches on (still comfortable, inej not feeling the pressure to speak), the thought pops into her head again: ]
Why do you want to help me?
[ she asks, her eyes flickering toward kaz, her brow furrowing slightly. testing the waters, a bit. ]
Heleen is going to come for you, too, the minute she finds out this is more than paying off a debt.
[ He can tell she's thinking but he leaves her to her thoughts, instead checking his phone for the text from Jes. How does he want to answer this? Because simply saying he spent tens of thousands today to bail Inej out of her contract seems—strange. In text, at least. He'd rather tell him in person.
So he settles for saying just enough:
Fine. And no, she isn't. It's complicated.
Frankly, that's not too far off. ]
She can try. [ He sends his text and looks up to meet her glance, steady and confident. ] I dealt with Pekka Rollins for almost a decade; bad contract, in and out of courts.
[ If he can stop someone from having to do the same thing, that's worth it. ]
[ ah. she supposes that makes sense, and the story feels . . . a bit more real, now. he's confident, and sure of himself, and he clearly made it out on the other side of whatever bad deal he signed. ]
You can't be much older than I am.
[ after a moment, as she gently runs her fingers along lizabeta's feathers, letting the bird nibble at the sleeve of her shirt. ]
[ They do have to be relatively close in age. It's either that or she has a very convincing fake ID, to be able to work and drink at the bar that Jesper had initially met her in. ]
Twenty, this year. [ So strange to acknowledge. He remembers being fifteen and feeling like he would never make it this far, not under the weight of the case and simply trying to survive. ]
I was nine. [ Jordie had recently turned twelve and neither of them had any sense. That part still aches, always wishing his brother could've seen it all work out. ]
[ ah, so older than she is. a little, anyway. but younger than she was, when whatever happened to him happened. she mulls that over in her head, considering prying a little bit more . . . but something in her tells her to stop. ]
I am eighteen.
[ easily enough; seems fair, to tell him after he told her, after all. she lets lizabeta flutter up onto her head, the little bird poking through her hair with her beak. ]
When is your birthday? [ curiously; mostly to make a mental note. he had said this year . . . so it must not have passed yet. maybe? she can ask jesper. ]
[ She's only a little younger than he is, which is about right to his guess. It does make it worse, that she's been stuck with Heleen for so long. Years of adolescence chewed up by awfulness and a future that could've been much the same.
He wonders what she'll do now. After she celebrates, of course.
Lizabeta flutters the short distance from Inej's shoulder to the top of her head, small beak arranging her hair. It's an amusing picture, one he can't help a slight smile for. ]
January twelfth. [ Recently passed. He'd gone over to Jesper's place and been fussed at by his boyfriend, Wylan. ]
When's yours, then?
[ If it hasn't gone by already, maybe she'll soon be having a first birthday free of Heleen. ]
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Date: 2020-09-30 12:57 pm (UTC)(At lunch she catches him and swears vehemently about Heleen Van Houden, it's strangely cathartic to listen to).
With the contract taken care of, the rest of his afternoon is spent trading emails back and forth to Tomassen, who'd handled his case with Rollins. It's an amusing one in some ways, because the first response he'd gotten was You want to do what??? Even though Kaz had a strong suspicion that his lawyer hadn't exactly been that surprised. After they'd won in court, he had told Tomassen he'd be using his money to make sure that similar things didn't happen to other people. So here he was.
Work wraps up and after the flurry of emails, he does end up on the phone with his good natured lawyer, just hammering out small details. And trying to dodge more personal questions about Inej. When he hangs up, he's got a couple texts from Jesper:
Sooooo how's it going?
Inej back at her place yeah??
He doesn't answer yet, knowing it's going to end up with them playing the twenty questions game and he's just about to walk in the front door. Inej had said she wasn't going in so he figures she's probably home. Watching Lizabeta flutter through the living room or something.
Unlocking the door, he steps in and shrugs his coat off to hang, deposits his car keys in the bowl, and heads towards the living room. Where he can hear the tinny voice of someone yelling over speakerphone. Stopping in the entryway, he sees Inej laid out lengthwise on the couch with her phone on the coffee table, a woman shrieking something he honestly can't make out. Kaz just tilts his head at her, flicking his glance to the phone, not wanting to interrupt. ]
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Date: 2020-09-30 01:30 pm (UTC)cowards, inej thinks viciously as she makes her way back to kaz's apartment. and it's when she lets herself back in that her phone rings. the only reason why she answers it is because she's planning on telling heleen that she is through, but heleen beats her to the punch.
fast forward half an hour, and inej is no closer to figuring out who paid off her debt, but heleen has taken it upon herself to be positively vicious. so inej mutes the call, but leaves it on speaker, and lays down on the couch to try and sort through whether heleen is lying or not. she doubts it, given how angry she is . . . but who would bother? it has to be some type of trick. someone adjusting her books, because no one would actually turn over that amount of money.
she doesn't move when she hears kaz enter, recognizing the sound of the cane, though she does glance up at his quizzical look and glance toward the phone. and inej sighs before pushing herself up to sit, rolling her eyes toward the phone. ]
Someone adjusted her books to show that my debt has been paid, and she is angry about it. I have had her muted for twenty minutes.
[ and after inej says that, heleen continues to vent: ]
You may have managed to con your way into finding someone to pay your debt, little lynx, but no one is going to want a single thing to do with you once they find out what you are willing to do for a kruge. This isn't over.
[ the call disconnects, after that, and inej exhales slowly before glancing up toward kaz, trying for a faint smile. ]
How was your day?
[ it's a weak joke. ]
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Date: 2020-09-30 02:19 pm (UTC)The call disconnects and he feels like his ears are ringing in the sudden silence. He can only imagine how Inej feels currently, after having to sit through that for twenty minutes. ]
Busy. [ No elaboration, not yet. It's a good summation, though. ] Is she seriously mad about getting money?
[ That's uhh, concerning. But if she's more interested in the power then it makes complete sense. ]
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Date: 2020-09-30 04:30 pm (UTC)[ with a shrug of her shoulders, looking somewhat exasperated as she scrolls through her phone, carefully blocking every number associated with heleen. ]
She called me asking who I manipulated into paying my debt, and I told her I had no idea what she was talking about. She told me to come pick up my proof of payment and I told her she could email it to me. And that was when she decided to be angry.
[ and inej looks up at kaz, brow furrowed slightly, confused. ]
How can someone change her books? Could someone hack into her system?
[ kaz seems like the type of person who would know about that, anyway. ]
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Date: 2020-09-30 04:37 pm (UTC)Straightening, he clears the thought away, focusing on her questions. ]
The money's real. It'll clear at the end of the week. [ Maybe sooner, but it'd been a lot to move around. He's sure Anika had spent a bit of her time talking to the bank to assure them it wasn't fraud. ]
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Date: 2020-09-30 04:51 pm (UTC)she nearly asks him what do you mean, the money is real?, but the words don't quite make it out of her mouth. then, the next question that pops into her head is what were you thinking?, followed by why?, followed by i can never pay you back. but her brain doesn't allow her to actually form the words to speak them, so she just . . . stares, completely stunned.
the shock soon melts into a realization that the reason why heleen is angry is because the contract was fulfilled. which means the proof of payment is real, which means she no longer has any obligation to heleen. she now has an obligation to kaz brekker -- or, well, maybe not. given how viciously angry he had been, over the story. maybe it's just an act of kindness. or another piece to move in his game to deconstruct ketterdam's underbelly.
either way, inej gets to her feet, still wide-eyed and stunned, before she instinctively crosses around the couch to slide her arms around him in a tight hug, burying her face into his chest with a muffled sound that might be a swallowed bunch of tears. ]
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Date: 2020-09-30 05:09 pm (UTC)Inej, of course, has other ideas. Which involve bolting off the couch and straight into him. Her arms wrap around his middle as she shoves her face into his chest, a wobbly sob cutting through the quiet.
Uh. He should've seen this coming, probably.
Awkwardly, he pats her shoulder, an attempt to comfort. Maybe he should've dragged Jes here before this. But then he'd have to explain himself to his friend and he doesn't know where to start with that. ]
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Date: 2020-09-30 06:28 pm (UTC)Why?
[ she asks, her question tinged with disbelief as she looks up at him. ]
I can never pay you back, and I --
[ but she bites her tongue, because she nearly adds i am not signing another contract, but kaz doesn't seem like the type of person who would give away all that money without a contract first, if he intended on getting it back. ]
-- is it actually paid?
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Date: 2020-09-30 06:49 pm (UTC)At least she doesn't linger, scrubbing her face with her sleeve as she sniffles and pulls away. ]
I'm not interested in being paid back.
[ What gives him more satisfaction is the next part. Of course he's glad to be able to get Inej out of that situation, but he's definitely looking forward to razing Heleen's entire operation to the ground. First it'd been Rollins. Heleen was a good second person to go, being equally as bad if not worse. ]
It's paid. [ Though, for the extra reassurance, he pulls out his phone and brings up the email Anika had forwarded on with the information. The attachment has the balance clearly printed, which he tilts the screen to show her. ]
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Date: 2020-09-30 07:01 pm (UTC)the amount is staggering. higher than it had been when she first started working for heleen. hundreds of thousands of kruge . . . there is no way in any reality that inej could ever begin to hope paying it back. and the tiny flicker of rage that had been building over the last handful of days almost rears its ugly head, but it's quickly overridden by crushing relief. ]
So --
[ saints, she feels as if she has jumped into the ocean and promptly forgotten how to swim. ]
So I am -- I'm free?
[ almost dumbfounded, as she looks up at kaz again, startled. ]
I owe her nothing -- I owe you nothing?
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Date: 2020-09-30 07:38 pm (UTC)[ He gives her a faint smile, another try at being reassuring, though he has no idea if it's coming across. The shock is still settling in, it seems like. Similar to when he'd gotten the ruling in court, Tomassen standing next to him with a hand on one shoulder, steadying. That day feels like a fever dream, sometimes. ]
There is a catch. [ Kaz puts his phone away, thinking over his words. ] I'm filing a suit against her operations. Right now there's enough evidence to get her heavily fined or jailed—but that depends on whether you'll want to stand in the trial. I can dig deeper if you're on board.
[ Since she likely isn't the only person who's suffered from Heleen's awfulness. ]
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Date: 2020-09-30 07:57 pm (UTC)finally, though, the rest of what he says sinks in. an opportunity to bring down heleen? a miracle, truthfully. and kaz still hasn't answered the question of why -- why he would help her, why would he fight to shut down heleen . . . but the why is irrelevant, really, if kaz isn't interested in being paid back.
or, well. he is . . . in the form of inej helping with this case. which will not be easy. heleen will likely target her, to get her to shut her mouth. and inej really has no idea whether kaz can actually keep her safe, or protect her from much of anything.
not that she needs it, truthfully. she has taken care of herself so far. she can continue to do so. and being careful is a small price to pay for shutting heleen down for good. ]
She bought me when I was thirteen years old.
[ after a moment, setting her jaw when she looks up at him, a steeled expression flickering to life in her eyes. ]
I'll do whatever it takes to bring her to hell.
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Date: 2020-09-30 10:18 pm (UTC)[ He echoes it softly, in disbelief. Not that he imagines she's lying, but just the sheer horror of what happened is a struggle to come to to terms with. No one should have to go through what she has and especially not so young. Kaz thought he'd been jaded enough to expect the worst but somehow this makes his stomach turn.
Maybe, he thinks, it's the idea of the touching. Disgusting.
Shaking his head, he focuses back on the fierce expression on her face. It won't be easy, this case, but she knows that. Knows how truly awful Heleen Van Houden is. She won't hesitate, he thinks, despite the potential danger. ]
There's more research to do. I passed along records I dug up to my lawyer's office this morning. He's fairly sure we'll be able to pin her, though he asked for a copy of your contract.
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Date: 2020-09-30 11:20 pm (UTC)what happened to her has been a game of survival for so long that she sometimes forgets how horrifying it is. it's just been . . . normal. surviving, and doing what it takes to survive, and living in this place.
the realization that she doesn't have to deal with that anymore is still sinking in. she doesn't need to go to the menagerie again. she can have the tattoo on her arm removed. she can sleep until noon and do whatever she pleases with her time, her money.
the scars remain, but healing can begin, now. it doesn't change how horrible the beginning was, though.
her steeled expression softens slightly before she reaches out to touch his arm gently, fingertips brushing along his sleeve. ]
What do you want for dinner?
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Date: 2020-10-01 12:36 am (UTC)She looks about as stunned as he felt when he'd woken up the day after the verdict. Not quite sure that this was reality but not wanting it to be anything else. There's another layer to the ordeal for her– no longer will she have to go back to the Menagerie to be at the mercy of the hands of rich and disgusting men. She won't have to work two jobs just to try and pay her rent. Every dream she'd wanted and had to put aside were now back as a possibility.
Kaz wouldn't consider him a nice person, but this feels worth it. His gaze tracks from her face to the light touch on his arm, though he doesn't pull away. ]
Shouldn't I be asking you that? First evening of freedom and all.
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Date: 2020-10-01 01:03 am (UTC)she can't really remember the last time she laughed. ]
I want to buy you dinner, on my first night of freedom.
[ warmly, as she crosses her arms over her chest, amused. ]
No takebacks. And you have to pick what you want. And you can't purposefully select the cheapest thing on the menu.
[ she doesn't know kaz brekker very well, but she can anticipate that he's exceptionally stubborn, and has refused her money for every meal she's attempted to buy since staying on his couch. what a gentleman. ]
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Date: 2020-10-01 01:17 am (UTC)Which is compounded by the delight in the sound of her laugh, full and warm. He can't help the flicker of a smile that curls the corner of his mouth. ]
Bossy, aren't we? [ He isn't bothered. She is, after all, relishing in the chance to flex this particular freedom of choice. ] There's a Zemeni place around the corner called Zoma. The spicy beef stew.
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Date: 2020-10-01 02:03 am (UTC)[ spicy beef stew, got it. and she moves to the couch again to pick up her phone to order. as she pulls up the app, she scans the menu herself to pick out what she wants . . . and to also ensure Kaz’s selection is not the cheapest option.
( it isn’t. but this place is also not very expensive in general. )
she pops in the order as she wanders toward lizabeta’s cage, and she lets the little bird hop onto her hand and up her arm before she turns to Kaz with a grin. ]
Ordered.
[ and she meanders back toward kaz, lizabeta eventually settling against her neck, peeping in contentment. Inej soon returns to her seat on the couch, tilting her head back to look at Kaz. ]
This had better not be a dream.
[ she says as lizabeta preens her feathers. ]
I feel like I am going to wake up to reality any minute now.
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Date: 2020-10-01 01:19 pm (UTC)His food tolerance has greatly improved since then.
As Inej orders, he goes into the kitchen to heat up water for tea, feeling like the chill from outside is lingering. His apartment is fairly well insulated but it's cold enough outside to make the living room feel breezy.
He limps back over when she settles down with Lizabeta, taking a seat in the armchair he favors. Well, it's not like he dislikes the couch. But it feels like it would be too close with the two of them. ]
Think you're safe, most dreams aren't so logical. [ He leans back in his seat, stretching his bad leg out with a sigh. ] If a group of sharks started swimming by, though, that's a good indicator it's time to wake up.
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Date: 2020-10-01 03:04 pm (UTC)she sits quietly for a few minutes, letting lizabeta walk her way along her shoulders and ducking underneath her hair before the little bird walks back down her arm to settle on her fingers, stretching her wings.
but as the silence stretches on (still comfortable, inej not feeling the pressure to speak), the thought pops into her head again: ]
Why do you want to help me?
[ she asks, her eyes flickering toward kaz, her brow furrowing slightly. testing the waters, a bit. ]
Heleen is going to come for you, too, the minute she finds out this is more than paying off a debt.
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Date: 2020-10-01 04:09 pm (UTC)So he settles for saying just enough:
Fine. And no, she isn't. It's complicated.
Frankly, that's not too far off. ]
She can try. [ He sends his text and looks up to meet her glance, steady and confident. ] I dealt with Pekka Rollins for almost a decade; bad contract, in and out of courts.
[ If he can stop someone from having to do the same thing, that's worth it. ]
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Date: 2020-10-01 04:34 pm (UTC)You can't be much older than I am.
[ after a moment, as she gently runs her fingers along lizabeta's feathers, letting the bird nibble at the sleeve of her shirt. ]
He got you young, too?
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Date: 2020-10-01 08:11 pm (UTC)Twenty, this year. [ So strange to acknowledge. He remembers being fifteen and feeling like he would never make it this far, not under the weight of the case and simply trying to survive. ]
I was nine. [ Jordie had recently turned twelve and neither of them had any sense. That part still aches, always wishing his brother could've seen it all work out. ]
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Date: 2020-10-01 08:59 pm (UTC)I am eighteen.
[ easily enough; seems fair, to tell him after he told her, after all. she lets lizabeta flutter up onto her head, the little bird poking through her hair with her beak. ]
When is your birthday? [ curiously; mostly to make a mental note. he had said this year . . . so it must not have passed yet. maybe? she can ask jesper. ]
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Date: 2020-10-02 12:35 pm (UTC)He wonders what she'll do now. After she celebrates, of course.
Lizabeta flutters the short distance from Inej's shoulder to the top of her head, small beak arranging her hair. It's an amusing picture, one he can't help a slight smile for. ]
January twelfth. [ Recently passed. He'd gone over to Jesper's place and been fussed at by his boyfriend, Wylan. ]
When's yours, then?
[ If it hasn't gone by already, maybe she'll soon be having a first birthday free of Heleen. ]
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