OPEN POST 2020.

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【my ❝CALL ME OUT❞ post】
get my ass in gear.

♛ here is my muselist. ♛ post "calling" one of them out — you can do so by putting their name in the subject line! ♛ can be informal/formal/comment spam/crosscanon/explicit/whatever tickles your fancy! ♛ feel free to make up a scenario at the start, or wait to see where things go. meme code.

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[wraithes]

Snow. Potential revolution.

[ just a standard tuesday in ravka, probably. she runs her thumb over his knuckles in thought. the sway of the ship is comforting, relaxing, soothing. it's enough to quell the nerves, about being so close. ]

Do you think the King will know we are there?

[ inej didn't exactly, you know, advertise. but nikolai (or whatever name he's using nowadays) might have eyes everywhere. you never know. ]

[ketterdamn]

Hasn't it been in revolution since it's inception?

[ Even as a child he remembers hearing off-hand comments from his father about it. And once in Ketterdam, it was in the news. What didn't make it to the news he got through word of mouth, though most of it was how in debt Ravka was to Kerch. ]

Can't imagine he'll want either of us to go unknown. Someone will get word back to him. [ Whether Sturmhond—Nikolai, whatever—did anything about it was a different story. He's got other problems to tackle than to visit two teens he'd briefly met in Ketterdam.


Kaz adjusts the curl of his fingers, lifting her hand so he can brush a kiss to the back of it. He's nervous about the closeness but the want is starting to win out in increments, revulsion stamped down in favor of seeking out her touch. ]

[wraithes]

Probably.

[ inej's people have really no love lost, for what has happened in ravka. they always seem to lose, no matter who is in charge. but ravka is home . . . insomuch as inej was born there, and traveled there, and her people still claim land there.

but as kaz kisses the back of her hand, she's distracted into a faint smile, eyes brightening. the constant testing of waters is almost exciting, now, and even she can see that kaz is slowly warming up to the idea of contact. ]

Do you feel better?

[ she asks, as she watches him, her hand still in his. ]

About leaving Ketterdam.

[ketterdamn]

[ With his mind cooperating for once, he wants to push where he can. So he settles her hand on his cheek, like she'd done months before, his thumb stroking over her knuckles slowly. It's something like a build up, testing how much he can tolerate and each time getting further and further. This touch isn't quite new but him seeking it out is and he's hoping he won't feel that unwanted but familiar lurch in his stomach from it. ]

I'm here with you. [ Meaning: he'll get over it. Give him a week and he'll think about it less. ]

[wraithes]

[ there's a tug in her chest, at the statement. and inej knows that she probably shouldn't let herself be so swayed by such a thing, but it causes a warmth in her chest, directly underneath her ribs.

so she grins a little, running a thumb over the curve of his cheek, nose wrinkling. ]

You should go to sleep.

[ it's said quietly, watching him.

but she doesn't pull her hand away, or make any move to close her eyes herself. ]

And relax.

[ for the first time in years. likely. ]

[ketterdamn]

[ In the dim light, he can see the pull of her grin, can hear it in her voice when she tells him to go to sleep. She doesn't move away though, nor does she seem intent on resting herself just yet. ]

So should you, captain. [ Inej will need it more than he does, here. She's got a whole ship to look after and slavers to follow; neither are easy work. ]

Can I try something?

[wraithes]

I will be fine.

[ so used to operating on minimal sleep in the barrel. she's positively well-rested, here. but at his question, she watches him in the low light, searching his features, curious. ]

Sure.

[ after a moment; a little less quick to agree, perhaps, than the other times kaz has asked that question. but nontheless meant. ]

[ketterdamn]

[ There's a pause after his question and he can tell she's weighing her options. That she's considering what she might be asked to do.

Eventually, she agrees and he tentatively rolls closer, looping a loose arm around her middle. No skin being touched—it's safe. For him, at least. ]

Is this...? [ Too much? Too reminiscent of past memories? ]

[wraithes]

[ it's a tenuous moment, as she watches him to figure out what he's doing. and when he scoots himself forward a little bit to loop an arm around her waist, she feels a familiar tightness in his chest.

but so far, it seems . . . fine. manageable. and she moves herself forward half an inch, just enough to tuck her forehead into kaz's chest, exhaling slowly.

relaxing, as she closes her eyes. ]

[ketterdamn]

[ He's still a little tense as she shifts forward, closing the gap between them a tiny but more. She tucks her head to his chest and he waits for that telltale awfulness, for his body to revolt. Nothing comes and he breathes out the tension slowly, relaxing into this.

His chin tips down and he presses his nose to her hair, eyes slipping shut. It's about as far from the harbor as possible; she's warm and he can make out the faint beat of her heart so close to his. Any nervous thoughts that usually keep him awake seem to slide away, the comforting darkness of sleep creeping up quickly. ]

Good night, Inej. [ The words are muffled into the top of her head, slurred with the heavy pull of sleep. ]

[wraithes]

[ it's not wholly comfortable. she has to fight down her anxiety for a bit. little bursts of memories. but ultimately, she relaxes into his arms, her fingertips resting lightly against his chest as she focuses on breathing.

it's warm. and comfortable. and safe. and as he talks into her hair, inej allows the stress and anxiety to fall away. giving herself the room to relax. ]

Good night.

[ it's murmured, comfortable.

it will take her a little bit longer, to fall asleep. but she will, lulled to sleep by the sound of kaz's breathing and the gentle sway of the ship. ]

[ketterdamn]

[ Really, he doesn't remember falling asleep. It had come on so quickly, something he isn't used to. Normally, it's a struggle to get his mind to stop, idea after idea popping in. Worries and anxieties keeping him up into the night.

None of that had happened last night, the rocking of the ship and the warm line of Inej's body knocking him out clean.

What's more is he wakes up slow, too comfortable to want to move. He finally wakes to see the light in the porthole has crept across the floor, indicating they've moved from early morning. Along his back Inej is radiating heat as she's tucked in close, her cheek feeling like it's pressed between his shoulders. One of his hands is loosely curled around her wrist, her arm slung over his middle. He doesn't think she's awake just yet and frankly, he doesn't want to bother her though he knows he probably should.

It just feels. Nice. ]

[wraithes]

[ it's quiet, mornings on the ship. and inej is used to a peaceful routine, and often wakes up early, with little sleep. but she feels comfortable and warm, and she faintly recognizes the feeling of kaz's hand around her wrist.

but as she slowly stirs into consciousness, there's a movement against kaz's back as inej draws in a breath, exhaling slowly, her eyes blinking open slowly.

realizing that she's sort of entangled with him grants pause, but inej is honestly too comfortable to really give a fuck, and so she allows her eyes to close again, sighing to herself.

the crew would be fine for another ten minutes. ]

[ketterdamn]

[ He thinks he feels her shift from sleep to some modicum of wakefulness. There's a little hitch to her breath, easy to pick out in the silence of her room, that sounds like she's been drawn out of the deeper sleep.

But she doesn't move. Instead, he hears (and feels) her quiet sigh as she settles in again. So he lets himself drift off, relaxed in her loose hold. It's strangely comfortable like this, with her pressed so close, and he wonders why he was nervous about it at all.

When he wakes again—how did he seriously fall asleep?—it's to the sound of boots in the hallway, the hardened heels echoing off the wood. He smooths his hand along her arm, something like a gentle nudge to wake up. ]

Inej?

[wraithes]

[ the touch to her arm causes her to wake up a bit more fully, and inej blinks to herself before she removes her arm from kaz's waist, pushing herself up a little bit. her hair is a bit all over the place, in the morning, falling around her shoulders. and she looks a bit confused before she looks down at him, brow furrowing. ]

-- what time is it?

[ puzzled. ]

[ketterdamn]

[ Immediately, he misses having her arm looped across his middle. Funny how fast he'd gotten used to it. She sits up though and he can't suppress the amused smile that curls the corners of his mouth—her hair is all over the place, tangled from sleep. There's a pillow crease across her cheek and it's adorable.

At her question, he reaches for the bedside table, turning his watch face towards him. ]

Half past seven.

[wraithes]

[ inej catches that amused smile, and she narrows her eyes slightly, about to ask what's so funny . . . when he tells her what time it is. and she seems to take a moment to process that, put two and two together . . .

and she groans to herself, pushing the hair out of her eyes. ]

I am late.

[ it's said somewhat accusingly, because it's obviously his fault that she slept in. and so inej swiftly undoes the covers that are tangled around her legs, shifting to comb her fingers through her hair a few times to attempt to tame it into something that resembles neatness.

she'll dwell on the fact that she actually slept later, and feel very proud of herself for being able to do so, but for now: ]

I am supposed to be on the deck by now --

[ augh, forget her hair. the bed is shoved against the wall, bolted securely, and inej had slept against the wall. kaz had taken the more open end of the bed, which meant that he was the thing that stood between her and getting ready for the day.

pausing in combing out her hair with her fingers, she surveys him. ]

You are not in a rush.

[ it's an observation. analyzing her exits.

wondering how cooperative he is going to be in this adventure. ]

[ketterdamn]

[ All at once, she's in motion, sitting up fully and throwing the covers off. He shrugs off a chill from the suddenly vacated space behind him, feeling the urge to be indulgent and to curl right back up into the same position again.

Too bad she really does have somewhere to be. ]

Do I need to be? [ It's an honest question as he finally levers himself up, angling his legs off the bed so she can get off the bed. If she needs him somewhere, he'll pull himself together and meet her on deck. If not—well, he's already halfway up. And he isn't sure he'll be able to get back to sleep, not with so many thoughts starting to spin about how they'd spent the night.

Though while he's somewhat cooperative in letting her go, he does stop her briefly when she scoots to the edge of the bed, looping an arm around her middle and pressing a cheek to her shoulder. It's a quick thing, despite how much he'd tempted to keep her there. ]

[wraithes]

No.

[ easily enough, as she scoots to the edge of the bed to grab a fresh shirt and her boots -- but kaz loops an arm around her waist to pause her, resting against her shoulder. and inej pauses, but before he pulls away entirely, she ducks her head slightly to press her lips against his, in a brief kiss.

she lingers only for a second, pressing her forehead against his for another second before inej grins, eyes bright before she moves to stand, grabbing a shirt from a drawer and her boots from underneath the bed.

and, finally, in collecting her hat: ]

You are on vacation.

[ so, really, in spite of inej threatening to put him to work for the entirety of the trip, kaz can do whatever the fuck he wants. ]

[ketterdamn]

[ He expects her to move on a soon as he starts to pull away, being as late as she is. Instead she surprises him with a quick press of lips, her forehead leaned against his after. Startled, he doesn't know how to react beyond a widening of his eyes, heart feeling like it does a small flip.

And maybe like he's had the wind knocked out of him. Because she grins then, bright and toothy, tugging her hat on over top her loose hair and it's just. Too much? Not enough? Saints, he doesn't want her to go up to the deck just yet. ]

I seem to recall someone threatening to make me pull my weight. [ The words come out slightly faint at first, as he pulls his mind away from the very distracting sway of her getting ready for the day. ]

[wraithes]

[ she's tugging on boots while he figures out what he's doing today, and once kaz finally does say something: ]

I seem to recall someone telling me they were eager to follow orders.

[ as she finishes tugging on her boots, and shrugs into a jacket, arching her eyebrows in his direction. ]

I think one day of wandering the ship and enjoying yourself will not kill you.

[ketterdamn]

Is that an order?

[ He asks, leaning back on one of his elbows, clearly amused by this back and forth. The smirk that would normally be present is tempered by his distracted gaze.

Or maybe that should be focused? Because once she's done dressing, he clearly looks at her from head to toe; she's every bit a ship captain. Except one thing. He sits back up, leaning toward to adjust her jacket collar so it laid flat.

There. ]

[wraithes]

[ she’s about to tell him yes when Kaz sits up, straightens the collar of her jacket flat against her collar, and inej rolls her eyes slightly at his attention to detail before reaching out to gently cup his face in her hands, leaning forward ...

... only to let go, her smile returning as soon as it left. ]

It is.

[ and inej turns to the door, but on her way out, she calls over her shoulder — ]

Have fun!

[ketterdamn]

[ Her suggestion, as usual, is a good one. He ends up spending a few days doing...not much, if he's honest, aside from watching the ocean go by and the crew go about their business. There's a delicate dance of making sure he doesn't get in the way but he manages it and the crew stops throwing nervous glances in his direction.

Openly, at least.

Soon enough though, he isn't interested in remaining idle and starts learning where he can help out. Kaz learns about rigging and how to tie off a rope, the fastest way to release one at a moment's notice. It's not easy work—not much is, he's learned—but it's interesting and keeps his hands busy.

As well as his mind, which is the more important thing to distract. Because being in such close proximity to Inej has taken a different feeling. No longer is he filled with avoidance or the instant revulsion at the thought of touching her. Or even to let himself show the little bits of affection. Instead, it seems to be rapidly swinging in the opposite direction, as if his body wants to make up for all the years he avoided being near people.

She doesn't help, occasionally pulling stunts like she did that first morning, getting close and leaving him wanting. He looks forward to those precious hours when they retire for the night and the first light of morning when he can watch her get up and ready herself for the day. They've developed a comfortable rhythm for both, though he can't deny his interest in seeing if he can push a little further. A test to see how much they both can now tolerate.

Which is why, as they start to settle in for the night, he doesn't face away as he changes out of his shirt. ]

Arriving tomorrow afternoon, right?

[wraithes]

[ it's been . . . nice. pleasant, even. testing boundaries, and slipping into a new way of life. falling asleep with her head on his chest is soothing, now, rather than anxiety-inducing. the thrum of his heartbeat and the sway of the waves . . .

this night, though, the energy of the moment feels different. he doesn't turn away, as he tugs off his shirt, and inej's fingers pause on the buttons of her own for only a moment before she watches him, thoughtful. ]

If we are lucky, and the weather holds out.

[ and she forces herself to continue to unbutton her shirt, to reveal a tank top underneath it. her fingers miss a button, but she focuses to finish, shrugging out of it. ]

The clouds are a mystery, today.